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Okay I am back here again.
I couldn't post anything last night because I was stranded at a place with no wifi no data no nothing except a useless phone.
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I am..uh..*counts with fingers and toes* 19 this year. ._.
Running out of toes next year. ._.

Anyways.
I'm gonna post a year review here. I don't know why is it that this year is full of FB year statuses. o.O meh, so mainstream, I rather post it here. Being a private human I rather not blah all ewwity stuffs out to peoples who don't-give-a-shit. Okay blogs aren't private either but at least peoples come here because they give two shits.

2013 was a weird year.

First half:
The Upsides:
-Get to explore Penang with high school friends!
-Experience bus-hopping around the island
-Going for interviews with friends
-Getting my P driving license
-Being clear on what I want through relationships :3
-Getting the awesome chance to laze around at home.

Personally I think it was a good thing to spend some time without restrictions and deadlines and whatnot because later on in life there will always be something coming up to rob me of my free time. So yeah. Parents were also miraculously supportive of me starting my pre-u late in life.

The Downsides:
-Bored to death
-Breaking someone's heart
-Getting own heart broken and being emos for over a month (but that's okay and over with)

I believe every relationship ended is a lesson learnt. And I got over it so it's fine, no worries.

Here are some collages of my first half of 2013. :D
Of course it doesn't include ALL of what I did, for example the interviews and also driving school, but here are some of the stuffs we did and places we went. :)

WQ's birthday celebration at Straits Quay

Bowling + Snooker at Prangin

Botanical Gardens

CNY steamboat gathering

Street Art Day

Escape theme park

ZG and SC's birthdays 

Breakfast at ZB's house

CNY Gathering at QB

Okay. I hate making collages. Too much time. Hmphs.

Second half:
The Upsides:
-Leaving home on my own finally!
-Making new friends
-Catching up on the IB syllabus
-Surviving on my own.
-Much freedom.
-Unexpected relationship!

The Downsides:
-Different way of living.
-Much kiasu people, rich people, judgemental people, snobs etc.
-Miss high school friends :/
-Transportation restrictions (hate waiting for public transport so yeah)
-Dealing with lots of stuff without family
-Stress level kinda high.

Every friendship line used to be genuine. Here, it's usually networking. Socialising for possible own benefits/profits. :(
But it's okay. I'm genuine! :)

SO. 2014. I need to make resolutions. I've never made resolutions because I don't see the need, 'cause I'm like if I wanna do it, I'll try my best, with or without resolutions.

But since B wanted me to do it, I shall. No difference anyways. :3
So here are my resolutions:

-Get a 7 in all six IB subjects! (so that I can get good predicted grades to apply unis)
-Apply to my dream unis (and backup unis) properly and in time
-Get good conditional offers for my dream unis
-Maintain good ties with classmates and friends in college
-Attend old friends gatherings whenever I can.
-Strengthen relationship between B and I > by studying, watching anime, designing games and going new places together
-Work on communication issues
-Study more systematically
-Travel to more places that I haven't been to :3
-Manage time better so I can rest more + do more things (and not just study my head off)
-Eat more, sleep more and be happier. :D

.__. Actually I just wanna everything to go well this beautiful new year. Even though it isn't really a new year, as in years are created by humans to make counting easier, and not because this day is any more special than yesterday or tomorrow. But a new year signifies a new beginning, and give people hope that their coming days will be better.

I really don't have much to say about. All I want is to experience everything life offers, not restrict myself on anything except stuffs against my values, have better relationships with humans I am close to or am forced to be close to, and generally live a good life.
I don't aim for perfection in one thing, but hope to get the chance to touch on many things, even if I sucks at all of them. :)

And to all my old and new readers out there, thanks for reading through and
have a blessed new year ahead!
Love,