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Wednesday, June 8, 2011

CHC Canteen Day

Today is one of the happiest days this year, and it has nothing to do with school work. Finally, after months of waiting and wanting, DL and I finally got to be together…alone.

Okay, so not totally alone. But on our own enough to be close as much as we want to…and it had been total bliss for my part. He was fantastic, loving, thoughtful and so in tune with me that everything was perfect.

Day started with me getting out of bed much earlier than usual, too hyped up to stay in bed any longer. Hopped into the shower, then out into black choir shirt and blue jeans [I can’t find my black jeans, unfortunately.]. Then I took some breakfast and waited endlessly for my parents to get ready. They took two hours longer than me. Imagine the agony. Pacing back and forth in my room, my phone suddenly jerked into a steady vibration. DL was calling in, so I picked it up and answered.

“You want blue or white?” Huh? What’s he talking about? >.< My mind running through a list of possibilities as to what he could mean. “Just tell me what colour you want. Don’t ask,” he commanded. Okay…

“Blue.” I said with certainty as I stared out of the window. Yeah, blue is my colour that day, even though usually I would’ve preferred white. “Okay, see you later.” He clicked off the phone.

After going in and out of the house countless times to retrieve forgotten items, I was starting to get mad about it. In the end we started the car 11a.m. When we reached CHC, it was already around 11.40a.m. As we turned into the road and the school came into view, my heart beat faster. There was a traffic jam and my car was stuck in a slow crawl, but thankfully we got to the main gate and I got out of the car with relief.

I called DL and asked him to meet me, but after a long while and no handsome guy came into view, I decided to walk around. The stalls were set up very close to each other and the whole place was packed. I weaved my way through the crowd, glancing up every now and then to see which stall was from which class.

Finally I came to 4S1 stall, my would-have-been class if I had stayed. Anyway, they were doing a good sale. I smiled and talked to a few old classmates, and then one of my best friends came up, took a look at me and then I was squeezed half to death in a bear hug.
Luckily my phone rang and saved me…haha. DL couldn’t find me, then I told him exactly where I am and a few minutes later, he appeared with his friend.

Let me get this straight before you imagine anything too much. No, we didn’t act like in the movies where both actors run straight into each other arms, slow-motion. I just stood looking at me, he looked back, I smiled tentatively and he gave me a smile. Then he stepped forward and wound his arm around my waist.

Just like usual.

The familiar feeling was back, only this time a million times stronger. I wanted so much to turn around and hug him, but we were in a middle of a crowd, in front of a more than curious stall. So I had to make do with talking. Which was kind of making the whole situation worse, because his voice made me want to kiss him there and then. Sigh…

Anyway. We then walked around visiting each stall, and then we went to the foyer where stuff other than food was sold. There was the usual toy stall, and a flower stall, and stalls selling books and fridge magnets and keychains and so on. Suddenly DL told me to stay put and wait for him. Not wanting to leave his side even for a moment, I whined about it, but he said it was just for a minute. So in the end I wandered over to the band stall where they persuaded me to buy tickets for the band performance next Saturday.

After a while I went to find DL, who was holding something and had his back to me. When I reached him he turned around and pushed a huge, elaborate paper bouquet to me. In the middle sat a sky-blue teddy bear with a pink scarf around its neck. OMG…I didn’t even expect it…I smiled at him and linked my arm around him. Thanks…he’s so cute…

Then we wandered elsewhere, and he suggested we go to the other end of the school field where it’s quieter and we can have a private moment together. I agreed, so we crossed the field and sat down on a wooden bench. He passed all my new gifts to me, and I love every one of them. My new perfume, my dresses, skirt, wool jacket, face masks, face powder…J

We sat really near each other, and I love the closeness of him. He looked the same as before: calm and good-looking. The fine, angular planes of his face complemented his bronzed features, and his dark eyes were still as stunning as ever. I reached out to touch his hand, and smiled when my fingers made contact with his skin. At least I knew that this was real, not some dream of mine. He really was there.

We talked for ages, and even though we talked nearly every night, it was different with him actually there, able to see emotions showing on his face, able to see his delighted smiles and able to touch him while he talked. It was really different…

After a very long while we went back to the stalls and started using up all our coupons. We went to the band stall and I was attracted to the cute black-and-white keychains they sold. But since they didn’t accept coupons, I didn’t want to use any more money, so we didn’t buy. His friend offered me one of his (he had two) and although I kind of like the snail one, one look at DL’s expression made up my mind. I told his friend I actually wanted the seahorse one, and he didn’t have it. He looked sort of regretful, don’t know why. He was contemplating on getting the seahorse one for me, then DL saved the whole uncomfortable scene by pulling me away and thanking his friend.

O.o. His friend was quite nice la. Only DL will never be fine about another guy giving me gifts. He said it made him jealous and made him feel useless at not being able to give me what I want. Anyway, I don’t want him to feel upset, so I didn’t mind not having the seahorse. Maybe another time we could get it.




After using up all our coupons, we took a few photos together with JJ’s help. It was fun, and then after that, we decided to go all the way up to the back of the second floor corridor for another private moment.

He led me to a safe enough place. Shared a few kisses…suddenly remembered how it was like to kiss him…>< He held me tightly, and I shut my eyes, totally immersing in the glory of togetherness. Cars passing probably looked up and saw us, but we didn’t care. We had been apart too long to care about anything.

I missed him so much…I’ve been dreaming too long about this. When this happened, my head just cannot process the love that overflowed in me. T.T

Hug darling. Afterward we went home safely. I’m still thinking of him when I got home. Of course I opened my gifts…but the best gift he gave me, was his presence and everything we shared just now.

Yuen~

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

2nd exam of the year

Exam fever is killing me...

The mid-year exam has come and gone. Now I can look forward to the holidays!!!

A report on my exams:

BM: Horrible...ask me 3 cara menangkap ikan secara tradisional. Hello? This is BM...not geografi...I have already thrown away geo from my brain...

BC: Ermm...first paper so I've forgotten about it...but on the whole was okay...><

BI: Fun to write but the continuous writing part was haphazard all the way. Structure sucks.

MM: Quite okay...at least better than MT.

MT: So bad...use log10 whenever cannot solve indices...XD. And I blank a few long questions so gonna cost me some pretty hefty sum of marks. Thank God teacher gave homework marks in advance (because everyone in class didn't finish MT workbook except WQ) or I'll die.

SJ: Forget about this. The objectives part was easy since we all study for the essay part and memorize until gila so the objective part was damn easy. Essay part sucks as I could only get about 3 marks for a 10-mark q.

PM: Moral was slightly harder than expected. I mean the essay part. I loaded lots of nilai into the qs even though it only ask for 2 nilai. And I use bertanggungjawab so heavily I think either the paper got prob or my brain got prob.

PJ: Haiya this one. Since I'm doing the homework (for hm marks) it's kinda easy. Only forgot how long it takes for one hockey game.

PA: Don't ask me this one, haven't done the exam yet. Hehe...I took home the paper coz my teacher no time give me and WQ do extra.

SV: Erm...this exam is a joke. Hahaha...cincai do.

FZ: P1 was a bit careless. P2 sucks and P3 was just okay. Dunno if I put directly proportional is correct or not.

KM: P1 was not bad, P2 I do until NO TIME...quite easy actually I can score well d but I don't have time carefully do the essay part so just do it very quickly. P3 was okay, draw experiment two times. ><
Bio: P2 Bio was STUPID...Can't even tell between hydrolysis and haemolysis...how stupid can I be? I wrote hydrolysis correct d then thought meaning was the haemo one d meaning, then I change to digestion, then scared wrong so put hydrolytic process. Stupid me. 

In the end P3 came out hydrolysis=digestion. Wtf....

P1 was kinda careless.

Haiz. All in all...I'm just mediocre.

Just heard from TP that her class placings all upside down...V got first (since his maths so brilliant...F4 needs people good at maths...just look at MM MT KM FZ...)...JueJan got 2nd...she has always been good actually...KJ got 3rd...hmm..he's the only one still up there...power of love maybe? PW got 4th...how could she not climb up after help from KJ right? MJ got 5th...her maths has always been quite good anyway.

TP and ZY both didn't even get top 5. O.o....

Haiz. F4 is really difficult. Those who had been good in Maths will climb up the ladder much more easily.

Since Maths is hell for me...I'll just go :(

Lol...

I don't think I'm studying anything involving maths anyway.

That goes for pharmacy too.

Yuen~