It's unmanageable.
Like a wild lion's mane.
The hair ends curls outward and upward as they pleased.
They have no respect for me, who desperately tried to comb them straight, blow-dry them with various products, with little or no success.
I can't get them to frame my big face without resulting in a haggard, I've-not-been-sleeping-or-combing-my-hair look.
Ponytails make my face huge, and I really don't need people to see every kind of stress etched across my face.
Ugh.
BEFORE. Can't even stand this picture. Look at the ends!!! No self-respecting hair would do that!! |
I guess that's just me. People say hair reflects personality. If so, this just gave my direct, I-really-don't-care-shit-you-in-the-face attitude some concrete proof. (only applies to useless maggots in the world)
But I am boss of my own hair, so this attitude cannot be tolerated anymore. Waiting for it to grow past my shoulders has cost me nine months of frustration. And while mothers have endured enough suffering and gave birth in relief, this poor girl here still struggles with her untamed hair, with no sign of the end, since the bloody hair takes forever to grow, probably trying to torture its mistress as long as possible.
Yes, I have on many occasions have had the temptation to just pick up a pair of sharp scissors and chop off my hair until it is well above my ear. Then there would be no problem. But no. I have made a promise to keep it long. I shall have to endure this through!
No more! Shit hair and bad hair days, begone!
Excuse my look, but this is right before the perm. It looks neat now, but trust me it's not. |
1. Cut it short.
2. Force my hair to be straight through rebonding.
3. Let my hair be as it wants and curl it even more through a perm.
First of all I don't wanna cut it short. Nine months is an extremely long time, and I'm proud that I've come this far with it. Cutting it would make all those suffering in vain.
To do a rebonding would mean stick straight, super flat hair with an ironed look. Okay, this looks great on people (like my friends), but I'm not so sure my face has an affinity with flat straight hair. I have a feeling this would make my face bigger than Jupiter. :/
Hoping the results would be something like this. :D |
So I was really, really nervous because what if I end up with a head of bad perm? I'd have to curl up and just die right? (no pun intended) Even picture examples did not satisfy me: one good look on a model does not guarantee an awesome look on me. But I guess anything is better than the current shitty look, so...okay.
Looking retarded after the hairwash. |
Apparently this is the sort of hot perm that requires a machine that looks a lot like EEG (you know where they stick electrodes all over your head), with each wire connected to each roller. It looked intimidating enough, then my hairstylist accidentally tripped over something and pulled against the wires, and I was like OH SHIT I'M GONNA BE ELECTROCUTED.
In my mind, of course.
This looks like EEG. Or octopus. |
Treatment to the rescue! :D |
Ta-daa! Ok well, pictures were taken at home but anyway.
(I don't look like me!!) |
*my dad says I look like the judge who wears a white wig. =.= what? I should recommend more Korean dramas to him.*
See my curls! My curls! :D |
A good change brings a huge bucketful of confidence into your life, trust me. It increases your self-esteem. My mom is already planning to cover mirrors in the house to curb my increased narcissism. :P
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