Siempre Te Querré~ (I will always want you)

Siempre te querré aunque lejos yo esté,
pues siempre te llevo en mi mente
y nunca te podré olvidar
porque tú me enseñaste a amar.

Siempre te querré aunque tú me hayas olvidado
yo siempre viviré recordando el pasado
ya sea mirando las flores de mi jardín
o pensando en nuestro amor y su fin.

Siempre te querré aunque digan que nunca volveré
pues soporta y ten fe a tu corazón
si al no verte me mata la agonía
y tan solo vivo con la desolación.

Siempre te querré por lo mucho que yo siento
por ese amor, por tu amor tan fuerte
pues tengo ahora el presentimie nto
que tu amor será mió hasta la muerte

Siempre te querré, amor de mis amores,
porque tú serás todo el tiempo mía,
como es del campo las bellas flores
así serás tú, mi amor de cada día.

Haha....looks like nonsense...i know...but actually...its a very beautiful Spanish love poem...
Ok ok not i write d...but i think it is so beautiful...
Haha i know still looks like nonsense no matter how many times I say its beautiful...ok ok i translate...(erm...my spanish is not dat good, 4give me 4 using a translator....hehex)

I will always want you although I am far away,
because I always think of you in my mind
and I will never be able to forget to you
because you taught to me to love.

I will always want you although you may have forgotten me
Always I will live remembering the past
or watching the flowers in my garden
or thinking about our love and its aim.

I will always want you although they say that never will I return
therefore bears and have faith to your heart
if upon not seeing you the agony will kill me
and I'm so alone, alive only with the desolation.


I will always love you by much that I feel
by your strong love to me
because I have the assurance
that your love will be mine until our deaths

Always I will want to you, love of my loves,
because you will be all along mine,
as it is of the field the beautiful flowers
thus you will be you, my love of every day.

love you delien....forever n always...

50 posts le...bt ar...nth 2 do...so post more la...haha

Bored...bored...bored...what should i do???
help~~
No one 2 talk 2 me...he gone training, my friends not online...
So i take some picz~~
Taking picz is one of my hobbies~~hehex bt no chance, no time, no nth...so....
nw gt time...so take le some picz~

diz is my laptop d wallpaper...jz put it up yesterday~love it love it

did u notice my icons all on d right side? hahaha...strange leh~~

My new half-keychain...dl giv d...as 100th day present...hahahaDatz d pencil case dl gave me~so beautiful...feels lyk a cat....haha jkjkjk ^^I put my things inside liao....hehexxDiz is one of my dog posters....(d beside is a page fr d newspaper fr 11 Jan 2006...abt spca d..haha...actually gt two pgs, den one of dem i put inside my sch locker in my primary sch...{hz i miss d days wen everything throw inside locker....bag was SO light den..} n wen i clear out my locker i threw it away liao...)My 2nd dog poster...Diz is my fav dog in d poster...hahaha its Japanese Chin...cute cute cute!!!My msn....haha changed d layout...(long time le) nice? super nice~~

haha datz all...he's bck nw...gtg...^^

Went to Gurney~~

Today I went to Gurney wif frens

morning time i msn dl... den 11.10 HJ take me go 11.35 go QY house take her den 12 arrive gurney lo..

den HJ n QY hungry liao (walao so faz ><) we go Bread History halfway c dao lem... HJ 吓到 coz she dunno... lol
(yummy...so many types of bread)


(HJ checking her bread 2 c gt worm or nt...jkjk)


(wah QY eat so 挑剔...hehe)


(HJ: omg we jz found a live lamb in gurney...)
(QY: what are you doing here? call 999...)
(lem: 我是无辜的...T.T)

(QY: don eat so faz HJ...me nt finish yet o...)

haha...jz jk la. coz i nth 2 do thr ma...take pic lo...
den ltr qy d someone someone come liao...
hz me feel so BIG d lightbulb...
den jj phone me say at cinema liao
so we all go lo...

den we saw jj...den we buy d 2010 tickets...
me+jj+wy+lem+dl
den d sign say "selling fast selling fast..."
walao so geram...d queue SO long
...........................................................................................................................(im here)....
  i was so scared...ltr wen we sampai liao bcom "SOLD OUT"
cham lyk dat...bt luckily no...
den wy come le...
we saw d New Moon d poster
omg omg omg d edward soooo 帅
wy lyk d jacob...
bt i think edward MOR shuai...
haha dl don look lyk edward...bt is diff d shuai..hehe
hz...hope cn go watch new moon another time...

den we ma wn eat lo
bt dl din come yet...zzz den i n jj go do our keychain 1st
den all d way i keep ask lem cal dl c
bt miss cal so many times le stil no..
dunno he run whr oso...==
i ask lem help me take my bag...:P
den we go up cinema agn
bt still no....
so bcoz wy say hungry x1000 times le
we go makan lo..
go d Nando's...(where is d waiter????)(hello waiter...erm...2 girls and a pet lamb...lolz just joking of course)(i want...erm..all from d menu...coz im hungry after joining a search party...wah u c d waiter 吓到跑...wy ar u too 直接 liao...)
(hmm...y nothing i like on d menu...dis is d cannibal restaurant? haha jk)(nice menu...but no food??? oh sorry dis is d cover~)(omg sorry too narrow 4 u 2 sit...i'll move d chair away {ya dat's my bag he's holding...coz im tired of holding, n my dl still missing...})
(eh jj ar...even d cheapest one i don hv money, cn lend ar?)(blur photo of nothing, lol)

haha....den wen d waiter come, we order liao
den i ask him repeat agn
den he say one quarter chicken
i keep laughing...laughing...laughing...cnt stop
den d waiter use vry strange d 眼神 look at me
den he repeat again
one quarter chicken
den dis time lem n jj both laugh oso
coz dey oso heard wat i heard...
but wy din hear dao...she was surprised..
den i try stop laughing n wy say ok 2 d waiter (who obviously thought im mentally wrong)
den after dat i laugh again and wy ask y we all laugh...
den i ask jj n lem xplain...
hahaha...actually...i heard dao d waiter say...
water chicken..
omg omg...water chicken...
hahahahahahahaha
den after wy xplain is quarter..den i ka understand..lol

ltr dl came le...first word is say sry liao...(coz i sms him say i hate him)
den we all eat d special water chicken...5 ppl...if quarter...den where come d 5th piece?
i ask dl help cut my chicken...2 赎罪...hehe
i keep sms him even though he was jz opposite me...
coz he SO silent...lyk no voice lyk dat...walao...
den wy n jj go buy ice-cream...den HJ, QY and their XXXs...pass by say hello
ltr wy n jj go up 2 cinema le, lem go pay
i n dl go out 透透风
but gt 2 go bck le coz wy keep calling me..==
so we go bck lo..2 cinema...den we go in le..
d seats is 3 on d left den 2 on d right...middle gt d aisle
d only furthest seats left fr screen
den jj d parents we put dem at d furthest left...haha
den i don lyk sit wif other ppl, so lem sit 1st den dl sit wif me...den jj n wy sit seperated fr us lo

den...ma...start...lo...
d movie d sound effects vry yeng
den oso nice d plot
bt d ending why no one die d
hehe
den...we sit vry close
he held me so tight
every 5 mins try kiss me...lol
then i try feel his heart...
cn feel dao a bit..hehe
n 1st time me so brave...so close 2 him...
den he...kiss...me...
haha finally i let him
bt short short nia la...
he got a bit 激动 .......bcom me doing all d controlling...
he out of control liao leh...hehe
1st time c him so out-of-control....hmm...2nd time i think

dunno dis count as first kiss or nt...but mayb la...50% lo k..haha

den wen finish d movie (so long, in d end no one die==)
den dl wake lem up...
den jj d mom go find jj n hug jj, den i n wy say we 吃醋 liao coz no one hug us...den jj mom say cn oso...haha...nvm la tq la i gt dl la...^^
den i n dl sendiri go walk around lo...we go hp shops...
den i gt geram him sometimes...mana tahu dia tak mahu lepaskan saya...
den i pei him go a sports shop, den after we saw QY n HJ inside a shop..we quickly run..haha..
haha...den we go Mcdonald 4 sundae...
i wn him sit opposite me, den he go sit beside me
den i say he so 故意, den he said 坐你的旁边不可以啊....
hahaha cn ar i whr gt say cnt...
den thr gt many girls ma, den i din say, he sendiri say he din look at dem..
den gt 4 girls walk past, den he said dat not his fault...
haha
den hw we noe, dey sit behind us, so we keep laugh...den i 描述 dem 2 him, he say don make him curious den go look...haha
den i say dey so beautiful wor...
den he say...
我有一个这样美的女朋友了....就算再美的女生我都不会去看...
害 me wn blush nia...(but i tell u its hard for me to blush d...)
haha i kexi say no la...i told liao im 口是心非 d...
den...my mom say arrive le, den i call HJ n QY go find my mom 1st
den i n dl...we go lo...halfway 2 d entrance, i say bye to him...
hold his hand so tight...so 不舍得 him...dunno he gt 察觉 or nt...
den i met up wif my parents n frens....
on d way 2 car HJ told me wat she has said 2 my parents
(coz dey obviously dunno abt dl n tot we all go shopping 2gether)
so dat i wont make mistake wen talking...

den QY went home liao HJ oso went home liao den...
我竟然晕车...
zzz..den go out eat dinner, want slp...den keep thinking abt dl n me...
有时会傻傻对着盘笑，对着面笑，对着杯笑...hahaha
den sometimes no mood...im really sot liao
go home time...online...den msn wif him a bit...then go slp..
 lyk dat lo...nice day but too short time...next time wn go qb le...

love you delien....forever n always...

He's home agn!! Busy days~

Yesterday din on dao pc...I went to the anniversary celebration dinner in Kedah...d Persatuan LungYen thing...I go Kedah d...hehe..greenlane d is Penang d...but I think dey celebrate d whole Malaysia.

Nowadays I very seldom go to Kedah le...hz..hz...T.T

There I saw dao my...erm...nephew...a year younger only...
we always play 2gether...hehe since baby time...
but now we both so ps...din even talk 2 each other...last time he was d one usually start d conversation...or mayb happen something funny den we both laugh den start talking...

den now no one start...i also...ps...dunno why...

hope next time see him can talk to him la...毕竟 we were companions since baby..hehe

then d dinner so many things to eat...den got lucky draw...we all got 7 numbers...but call dao so many le one also not our number...

den in d end...call dao our number!!! we got a microwave oven...yeng leh..
but my aunt take home..cos my house got le...her house din have ma
dey say my aunt very lucky d
every lucky draw she also got something to take home d
last time...we got 3 hampers...yeng leh...
ask her guess d number of ppl at d dinner...she guess...差 a little bit nia...so we got a big present..

later i 11.30 ka start journey back 2 penang...1.20am ka arrive home...2.00am ka slp...walao so tired...

yesterday afternoon go a malay wedding...today go another malay wedding...see dao my headmaster...hehe...wif his wife...hehe....wonder if he actually noe who i am?

yay dl home again..miss him like hell...

Hz...without him...want die...DL pls come home fast...miss you~~

Yesterday I bully my bro...keep msn time say T.T...
he oso dunno want do what to comfort me...

Me at north...dl at south...i wonder if i emergency call there....he will come home to me or not?

Haha why i keep say "home"...hehe maybe because his heart is here wif me? Haha...

Today went to the 北区相声比赛 coz my mom went there support her students...got two pairs...so four students...I recognize two of them...my primary friends...from SJKC　Sacred Heart...

then got some of d boys go support them...dunno anyone of them also...dunno is really not recognize or all change le...

den suddenly sot 掉 really so miss dl...coz there is komtar...if only he is there...then we can go see things and be together...miss him...miss dao...got courage...go ask my mom if next friday can go gurney wif HJ, JJ, QY....then i can be with him....HJ take QY go, but if JJ can take QY, den HJ can take me...but JJ's mom say cnt...hz...but I ask first my parents...my mom if she phone HJ's dad and know d whole thing is true..den can 搞定 le....but my dad is a bit more tricky...first hav 2 c his 心情，den got to give every info on earth...den after lots of persuasion, still got 50% cnt go....if not for dl...i lazy go debate wif them liao...

But I'm doing this for dl...just because of him...just because I want to be with him..

My 2A class..

Today is very sad...because last day see dao all my friends le...I mean those their results drop dao to other classes d...

Siao d me...suddenly miss everyone...

Today I look at everyone in my class...girls d got divide into big and small groups d...

got ee chen's group...she, mingjing, peiwen, eileen, jieqi and vivian

got huijie's group...she, qiuyin, jiahui, joyee..

got ejie's group...she, elysia, seili, juejan, mayling, jingyee, shuyan...

den got small d groups...like sweetwan n zhiyun, me n jj...den wenyih n tek pei sometimes join us or d others...

boys d ka more united...hehe got d always talk abt football or dota nia d lo...

suenruey, tzesern, mingxian, chendong, yaodong, kayjin...

den got another group..dunno wat dey talk abt...never go listen...

jiayean, CCT, yiquan, richard， daniel

den got a silent pair...so quiet i think dey use sign language talk d...wan hear dem talk vry dff...

aaron and benjamin

den got d more intellectual d lo...not say maths den say science like dat d...jkjk

boonkai, yihang..sometimes tuyuan join dem or suenruey d...

haha like dat lo...so happy can get to know and be friends with all of them...with one exception

so happy..haha...jj went to get their signatures...suan le i din bring my class pic..whatever

suan suan suan...never mind la...as long as everyone stay in chung hwa...we sure will meet d

nex year's gonna take PMR...

although some of my friends not same classes le...

Still hope everyone get very good PMR results...gambateh!!

haha...

My results...out le!!

We get d exam marks le...ALL take le...yay den we spend two periods of class pressing calculators...calculate our full marks...have to multiply by d periods...

I got 3943!!

Haha....I think I won others by 20-30 something marks...

but not so sure YET

I think cannot get 1st for d final time..means all 4 exams add up d final one...

but dis I'm hoping can get...I think so la

If I don't count Kokorikulum, I can get. But if counted, then not sure le.

how can like dat??!! KoK is not included d ma!!! dat one is whole year d ma!!!

dey say it is add in d final time...i hope so la

I wonder what dl will think of my exam results?

cos I study very hard get d 1st place (if i did get) is for dl d

all because of him d...

i lazy get le...but he want..so i get lo...

so...i hope he can appreciate me and my results la...

So I n ZY, first or second lo. But who get 3rd???

Den I was keeping track of KayJin n TekPei d results...

we think TP take lo...cos KJ lose her a bit...den d whole result paper come into class, den we start pressing calculators...

CALCULATORS IN HOT DEMAND!!!

haha...i din bring...but i borrow others d lo. Den after ZY n I 理论 abt our results

we start kepo...scared other ppl grab our precious 1st place

den i help TP count...den KJ count again his marks...

den suddenly KJ ask ZY...she got count dao YH d marks or not..

she say no...cos he always only get 6th place d...so she din bother count...

den dat time YH not at class...he went 2 do maths wif Mr Kang

den ZY oso nth 2 do..so she start count his marks...

They ald said YH got very big 进步 in exams dis time...

ZY says he got...

3800 something.

Winning TP and KJ.

TP look unhappy...den KJ hid his unhappiness by laughing at himself...
LOL.

 

love u forever dl..

T.T I hate Friday...

DL...he went to johor le!!!

hz...he came very early 2day 2 my class 2 c me...we go walk...even went to d kws larangan...

walao..haha..den he hold my hand...4 d last time...have to wait a long time 2 hold his hand agn..

den he kissed me...also 4 d last time 4 a long time 2 come..

haha later i at 大庭广众 kiss him...dunno ppl got c dao or not...

Den we got "assembly" check hair...i din got caught..but Jia Hui n Yi Quan tio...den dey waited under d sun for 5 hrs...siao d miss teh...JH wan sue her...haha

den halfway i notice dao dl's family at there waiting...haha his bro wear dao so 显眼...den I first time c dao his mom (i think his mom gua) but cnt c clearly...den i call dl...he stim stim d...his family thr he oso din c dao...== hehe

den...later i ask if he's going le...he said ya but a bit later...

how i noe...dat is d last conversation we had...face 2 face...4 a long time to come...

T.T...later MM tchr change class wif BI tchr...so...he din come find me le...if BI tchr she sure let d

hz...Joyee come up, say "Delien 回了" 2 me

害死 me cry in class...first time dis year

T.T...den JJ later very nice 2 me lo

but today...is d first recess without him pei me up 2 my class...is d 2nd recess without him at his duty place...is d first day after school no one wait for me...

he isn't at school le..

he isn't at greenlane le

he isn't at penang le

he isn't near me le..

he is so far away...so far away...dl...

suddenly feel so empty...so sad...

walao...i can 一面 type 一面 cry...so innovative...T.T

dl...dl...dl...

i noe its me who want him go...he din wan go d

but his responsibility lai d ma rite..

so he go will b btr...

but i want him..wif me...hz im starting to be so 黏人 le..

now he's so far...away...left me in penang

hz...T.T....T.T...whatever...

Much more sweeter Thursday...

Sweet Thursday again...

My marks:

BI:93%

highest in class...so happy...dis whole year...first time got highest so many subjects...haha

a bit 吓到

but good la...can prove to parents...that my results are still fine...even if my life got him le..

and can also prove to him...that he didn't 看错 me...haha...even if his frens ever say him no taste...

my results got taste...^^ hahha

and can prove to his frens...dat his girlfriend...is 看得起 d ar...my memory and brains vry good d...

hehe...

abo always 看低 me..

today we go auditorium watch movie again...continue watching d chipmunk movie...hehe

walao behind...so many kepo boys from my class...==

but dey oso 合作　la...help me call him...^^

anyway...today i bcom ice again...den he hold my hand...so nice...den din bcom ice le^^

he lend me his jacket...but no use d...only himself dat can warm me...^^

after recess...

saw dem talk...dunno wat dey talk abt oso...a bit curious

later my class went back to class to wait for science teacher and to get the results..

but d teacher half hour liao still din come

den we had to go to science lab take stupid video...

so scared cannot join him in auditorium...so sien...suddenly got fever..

den finally teacher let us all go back auditorium...yay so happy so happy...he come sit wif me
den he hold me lo...haha hug me a bit...so nice...

I kiss him time...he smiled...hehe..

we watch d 吓到笑...he laugh...i like his laugh...^^

den we only watch a bit nia...

den later he tried to kiss me ==

i din let him...den he look disappointed...he almost catch dao me

but...lol.

anyway..really very happy today

like that lo..

just now he...worried about something i talk wif jj

dowan him 误会...but since he's upset

so i told him...

but now I'm already sad...whatever...

i didn't want think about other things le...if not..i will have mixed feelings..

And dunno wat 2 feel...sorry...dunno how to explain..

i just want concentrate on dl...

i just want dl...

just want him...

Haha even sweeter Wednesday..

Haha

today

We went to d auditorium 2 watch movie

Got boring part and sweet part

Movie is d boring part

d movie so sien

zzz

wan slp nia but no money buy my dreams...haha..

then I save a place 4 him...but I told my frens 4 TekPei

lucky TP din sit there o...haha

Then I saw him...den he came 2 my class there with his friends

Then he sit beside me...

When he see dao d 总学长 he stood up...den very funny..

coz d 总学长

she...

ask him 2 sit back down bside me

HAHA...

den dey all say he so lucky...

ya lo...

den later...me so cold...den i 不小心 touch dao his hand (or 故意??? :P)

Anyway...he 有所反应...

den he hold my hand...ha...so warm..if not...i bcom ICE

den i went 2 do d pateri thing...n left him alone wif my jacket..haha

den after recess...

go auditorium again...

den

haha

i....kiss...him

on d face nia la

den he oso kiss me back...so many times...O.o

din say i don lyk la

lyk dat lo...den i 做亏心事 ma...so wen tchr call ppl go find Miss Teh

i 吓到...

hehe

lyk dat lo....

HZ he wan go johor friday le...miss him...

hz...but he go btr la...配合...

dowan him 为了me...din go...den ppl say him..

so go btr...

But i will miss him so much...so much...

Whatever la...

Marks: KH：93...

ZY 80, KJ 88, TP 91...

lyk dat lo...

Haha sweet Tuesday....

Haha
so happy....
I got d 20 marks...
yeah!! ^^

den after school...
i stay back a little while..
so happy..
^^

Today

at library...read dao some articles

let me think back some vry sad things

but he make me 4get everything...haha

He change le...变大胆了..

Haha today he hold me time...

In library

He held my waist..

walao

so intimate

hehe...

he dowan let me go

hold me so tight

den dowan let me go

zzz

he said i said wan go out le, den y stil din go out

zzz...不舍得ma

like dat oso don't understand...haha just joking la

haha...den wen we abt 2 go out time

he tried to kiss my face

but...din kiss dao

still kiss dao my hair

haha...really...

den wen we went out got ppl look at us..

...

den when i wait 4 my car..

got one time...

he hug me again

around d waist

den

haha

he saw dao teacher

den he scared dat tchr demerit us

20 lines

so we seperated lo

zzz

dat tchr la

hehe

den haha...got one sentence he said..

so nice...

haha he hold my hand....

he said my hand very warm...

haha say liao 一个 “爽” 字

hahaha...

mood bcom good whole day...haha

^^dats all...nt all...but dats d best of things dat happen la

My MM: 87
SV: 88
SJ: 95
BM: 90

Yeah!! Haha..dats all...

Till then~

Wanna cry...

I'm going 2 cry....
My sivik marks
oh no...
just bcos of a small mistake
my 20 marks...
fly..
away..
so worried
my 没良心 tchr said
one mark oso NO

10 q...2 marks each...20!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hz...but she still say no...
Richard n I...so geram..
Me more...coz i cannot afford to lose any mark...
Even though my other 4 subjects marks i got 4 today quite good...
still...
i still need my 20 marks...hz...what if i got all correct..then lose all bcos i din write BETUL n SALAH?????
SO MAD...wan cry + argue...

These are the marks i got 4 today...:
BC: 76
BM:87 (mayb 88)
GE: 82
SJ: 93
PM:93

Hehe...worst is BC lo...76 nia, highest TP　n ZY...92 n 91...KJ 76 like me...
BM i got highest GUA...hehe...ZY 84, KJ n TP both 80..
GE...I'm 2nd highest, but HengJ.Jan also same same with me...then TP 83...KJ 75..(or so he say)
SJ I think I got highest..not very sure...ZY n KJ both 90, then TP worse, 79..dunno wat happen.
PM erm...TP highest, 94, KJ 91, ZY 87...

lyk dat lo..tmr giv MM...scared...

k la...datz all i think...

Till then~

My New Notebook!!

Haha suddenly got a small new notebook from him...

(actually look a bit like passport...)

hehe mine has a dark blue leather kind of cover...

with silver writing printed on it....nice poem on cover...:

Splendor Is In The Memories

"""The beauteous yesterday
is fading away like a blushed twilight
Though nothing can bring back
the hours of sweet treasured past
I will grieve not,
but rather find splendor
in the memories.""

Haha...so nice...easy 2 understand...^^

He take the black cover d...because black suits him best...

hehe...like the book, so elegant

but 不舍得 use it...hehe

he didn't sign...hz...but never mind la...

cos he didn't know i will pick which one...

but i'll always give him the best...hehe...

Thx dl...love you so...

Till then~

我有做错吗？

这几天还蛮快乐的，有了他的陪伴，每天都快乐得眉开眼笑，好爱他好爱他

因为他，属于我，所以觉得有安全感，所以无所畏惧...

但是，曾经有一次，我犹豫了几天，也让无辜的他担心了...

不会解释，那种恐惧，好像接受了他，就像做了一件错事...

那几天里，很奇怪，好像根本对他没有吸引，没有喜欢之意...

越来越觉得恐惧，这次真的想错了吗？

对他，没有那种疯狂，没有那种热情，没有那种感觉。

那...我为什么接受他呢？

是不是因为拥有了，就少了一些什么的？是不是认为一切都是理所当然，他爱我是理所当然，所以才不把每天的关心当一回事？

问问自己，为什么会爱上他？因为外表？个性？

再问问自己，爱他吗？喜欢他？还是像很多人，在...利用而已?

从来很讨厌利用自己的人...

不能接受自己竟然有可能做出这种事...

真得让我犹豫了很久...

终于有了肯定。

其实，其实，我不是在利用他。

其实，其实，我是爱他的。

因为曾怕失去他，因为失去他，代表失去自己，失去我最爱的...

真得很怕失去他，有时会很吃醋...他却不曾对不起我，还蛮欣慰的。

也因为他，最近不再一直想起伤心事

都因为他。

自己总是追求完美。

其他的他，虽然完美，我却因爱过、痛过、伤过、哭过、笑过...
而因知道不可能，所以放弃了。

现在的他，他不是他的代替品。

理由很简单。

他，不像他那样完美。
但虽然如此，现在的他，在我心中，是最完美的...

他是我理想中的完美。

很想说

对不起那几天伤到无辜的你，我一直犹豫，是因为不想刻意伤害你。

也很想说

谢谢你.......

让我重拾笑容及快乐

让我感受到无比的幸福

让我拥有梦寐以求的你

但最想说

我爱你...一直都爱着你...
从来没有放弃过你...



我爱你...^^

Jealousy~~

""""""""""Jealousy has
Frightening eyes.
Jealousy has
Grinding teeth.
Jealousy has
A cunning face.

Jealousy can live
Without a mind,
Without a heart,
Without a soul,
Even without God.

Human jealousy
And divine Ecstasy
Are eternal strangers.

Jealousy
Is an aggressive boxer,
A repulsive dancer,
A hopeless singer
And a useless storyteller.

Jealousy,
Before you entered
Into my life,
I was the world's
Richest prince.
Now that you are in me
And I am for you,
I have become
The poorest street-beggar.

Jealousy,
You are my constant
Nightmare-mind.
You are my constant
Love-absence-heart.

Shortest is the distance
From jealousy to hell.

Jealousy,

You are your own

Ultimate

Self-destructive-indulgence.

(Excerpt from My Jealousy Is My Madness-Burden by Sri Chinmoy.)

Ya...jealousy is so dangerous...and so powerful....

Hz....dl is very possessive...and will sometimes be jealous...
a little bit is fine, but...sometimes...too much...can damage d relationship..

I will 适应 his jealousy...
But I also hope...he can 适应 my life a little bit...
haha...den like that we can be more understanding of each other...right??

Hehe that's all for now...

Till then~

They like each other! Ha!

Haha...

Yesterday

my bf

my fav "bro"

get 2 know each other...

so much fun

saw one line..."mind if i call y.a darling?" by my "bro"

den dl said "..."

so funny...keep laughing...hahaha

fortunately they like each other...my bro said dl is quite nice and quite funny....and about d same personality as himself...haha good la.
Dl said my bro is fun to talk 2 and be frens wif....haha even better...

So happy...yay they approve of each other...just scared dl get jealous...haha
He won't la..

He's a good bro, and dl is a good bf...I'm lucky...^^
yay happy...

Ｙｅａｈ ｅｘａｍ ｏｖｅｒ！！！

Ｙａｙ　ｅｘａｍ　ｏｖｅｒ　ｌｅ．．ｗａｌａｏ　ｓｏ　ｌｏｎｇ　ｓｉｎｃｅ　Ｉ　ｏｎｌｉｎｅ...more dan a month ar...

haiz....whole month sleep, study, eat, nothing le...

and at sch...study, talk 2 dl, talk 2 wy n jj...nth le

haiz

den this week exam....so difficult want die le..

but nw...can online!!! yeah...

jz nw after sch rain so hard....den dl was waiting 4 me...den we walk out 2gether...he hold me...den we walk really really close

haha guess what..

then he...erm...

he..

he..

he..

haha

he....kiss...me

he kiss my hair only la...haha....but enough.....4 now....^^

only 1 word for it...

sweet!

hehe...a few days bfor...we walk 2 d gate time...he got hold my hand...but so discreet...

cos we both psps ma...hahaha

k la i think that's all...haha