I'm really sorry~

I'm really sorry 4 d mistake I did...
I'm really sorry 4 saying things that should not be said
I'm really sorry 4 hurting him and making him so angry and upset....

This poem is dedicated 2 him, hope he will forgive me...

~I love you so very much,

Even though at times I do things that hurt,

I try so hard to hope that you always see,

How much you being in my life and what you mean to me,

I am sorry yet again for causing you pain, that is the last thing I ever wanted to do,

Even when I am trying to look out for you and do the right thing I mess up, I am sorry for that too.

I hope that you still know how much I love and cherish you,

Like nothing else in my life gives me the thrill of being loved by you.

So I hope that you listen and see it in my eyes, this sincere apology that comes with tears from deep inside.

I'm so sorry...T.T

Ｈｅ ｊｏｉｎ ｃｈｏｉｒ ｌｅｈ ｈｅｈｅ～

２ｄａｙ　ｗｅ　ｍｅｅｔ　ａｇａｉｎ．．．ｆｉｎａｌｌｙ！

Ｍｉｓｓ　ｈｉｍ　ｓｏ　ｌｏｎｇ　ｗａｎ　ｄｉｅ　ｌｅ

ｌｕｃｋｙ　２ｄａｙ　ｃａｎ　ｃ　ｈｉｍ　ｉｆ　ｎｏｔ　ｗａｎ　ｄｉｅ　ｌｅ

ｈｅｈｅ　２ｄａｙ　ａｆｔｅｒ　ｓｃｈ　ｈｅ　ｃｏｍｅ　ｃｈｏｉｒ

ｃｏｚ　ｈｅ　ｗａｎ　ｊｏｉｎ

ｄｅｎ　ｈｅ　ｇｏ　ｔｅｓｔ　ｈｉｓ　ｖｏｉｃｅ　２　ｃ　ｉｆ　ｈｅ＇ｓ　ｉｎ　Ｂａｓｓ　ｏｒ　Ｔｅｎｏｒ

ｈａｈａ　ｉ　ｇｕｅｓｓ　ｃｏｒｒｅｃｔ　ｈｅ＇ｓ　ｉｎ　Ｂａｓｓ

ｃｏｚ　ｈｉｓ　ｖｏｉｃｅ　ｎｏｔ　ｓｏ　ｈｉｇｈ　ｄ

ｌｙｋ　ｄａｔ　ｍａ　ｇｏｏｄ　ｌｏ　ｈｅ　ｃａｎ　ｐｅｉ　ｍｅ　ｍｏｒ

ｃｏｚ　ｉｍ　Ａｌｔｏ．．．（ｂｕｔ　ｎｏｗａｄａｙｓ　ｃａｎ　ｒｅａｃｈ　ｓｏｐｒａｎｏ　ｌｅ．．．ｙａｙ！）

ｄｅｎ　ｗｅ　ｌｅａｒｎ　ｎｅｗ　ｓｏｎｇ．．．

ｃａｌｌｅｄ　Ｍｙ　Ｏｎｅ　Ｔｒｕｅ　Ｆｒｉｅｎｄ (Ａｍｉｇｏｓ　Ｐａｒａ　Ｓｉｅｍｐｒｅ）

ｉｔｓ　ａｒｒａｎｇｅｄ　ｅｓｐｅｃｉａｌｌｙ　４　Ａｌｔｏ　ｈａｈａ

ｃｏｚ　ｅｖｅｒｙｔｈｉｎｇ　ｌｏｗ－ｋｅｙ　ｌｏｗ－ｎｏｔｅ

ｈａｈａ．．．ｅａｓｙ　ｌｏ　ｌｙｋ　ｄａｔ

ｎ　ｄ　ｓｏｎｇ　ｏｓｏ　ｖｒｙ　ｅａｓｙ　ｎｉａ　ｃｏｚ　ｅｖｅｒｙｔｈｉｎｇ　ｍｅｌｏｄｉｃ　ｄ

ｎｏ　ｆｕｎｎｙ　ｆｕｎｎｙ　ｈａｌｆ－ｎｏｔｅｓ　ｅｖｅｒｙｗｈｅｒｅ

ｎ　ｇｏｔ　ｂｅａｕｔｉｆｕｌ　ｐｉａｎｏ　ａｃｃｏｍｐａｎｉｍｅｎｔ　ａｎｄ　ｄ　ｌｙｒｉｃｓ　ｖｒｙ　ｎｉｃｅ　ｏｓｏ

ｈｅ　ｓｉｎｇ　ｑｕｉｔｅ　ｇｏｏｄ　ｉ　ｈｅａｒ　ｌｅｍ　ｓａｙ

ｎ　ｈｅ　ｒｍｂ　ｅｖｅｒｙ　ｎｏｔｅ　ａｌｔｈｏｕｇｈ　１ｓｔ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｉｎ　ｃｈｏｉｒ

ｇｏｏｄ　ｌａ！ｈａｈａ．．．ｇｏｔ　ｐｏｔｅｎｔｉａｌ　ｈｅ　ｓａｙ　ｈｉｍｓｅｌｆ　ｓａｙ　ｕｎｔｉｌ　ｎｏ　ｐｏｔｅｎｔｉａｌ　ｌｙｋ　ｄａｔ

ｈｚ．．．ｈｚ．．．

ｈａｈａｈａ～

２ｄａｙ　ｓｏ　ｈａｐｐｙ

Go JJ house

２ｄａｙ　ａｆｔｅｒｎｏｏｎ　Ｉ　ｇｏ　ＪＪ　ｐｌｃ

Ｈｅｒ　ｈｏｕｓｅ　ｉｓ　ｏｎ　ａ　ｓｌｏｐｅ

Ｉｖｅ　ｏｎｌｙ　ｂｅｅｎ　ｔｈｒ　ｏｎｃｅ　ｂｆｏｒ

５　ｂｅｄｒｏｏｍｓ　４　ｂａｔｈｒｏｏｍｓ

ｓｏ　ｂｉｇ

ｎ　ｓｏ　ｎｉｃｅ　ｄ　ｉｎｔｅｒｉｏｒ　ｄｅｓｉｇｎ

ｎ　ｓｏ　ｎｅａｔ　（ｘｃｅｐｔ　ｈｅｒ　ｒｏｏｍ）　ｊｋｊｋ　ｈａｈａ

ｄｅｎ　ＴＰ　ｏｓｏ　ｃｏｍｅ　ｄｅｎ　ｗｅ　ｐｌａｙ　ｊｚ　ａ　ｂｉｔ

ｌｔｒ　ｉ　ｕｓｅ　ＪＪ　ｌａｐｔｏｐ　

ｈａｌｆ－ｍｓｎ　ｗｉｆ　ｈｉｍ　ｈａｌｆ－ｐｌａｙ　ｄ　ｐｅｔ　ｓｏｃｉｅｔｙ　ｉｎ　ｆａｃｅｂｏｏｋ

ｄｅｎ　ｉ　ｕｓｅ　ｈｉｓ　ａｃｃ　ｐｌａｙ　ｃｏｚ　ＪＪ　ｄｏｗａｎ　ｌｅｔ　ｍｅ　ｂｕｙ　ｔｈｇｓ．．．

ｈａｈａｈａ

TIme 4 some self-reflection

We're ok 2gether. Nw jz pass 1mth a few days ago...14/9
He's very nice n supportive n caring
N his presence always has a soothing effect on my quite hot d temper

They c us as 2 fast n evrything wil short-lived n we will vry soon break
ITS NOT TRUE
we jz more open together i suppose

dey all say d bad things really hurt me a lot
bt in d end i dowan care le. nt 4 me 2 control d.
let dem say wat dey wn 2 say
Im NOT 人云亦云.
It's juz I've kept so much of my feelings hidden deep under my heart
now only open up in him, 2 him.
I din wan 2 look "cool" or whatever

I just wan 2 let ppl noe I really love him.

Raya holidays...

Hari Raya holidays...one whole week...cnt c him...hz i miss him so...
2day is interesting
during recess Madeline ask me I not alwayz lyk 2 read d meh, y will love someone...
SR oso say I 全级前五名, oso lyk dis....
=.=
y i lyk reading novels and not bad at academics will cause me not 2 enjoy other things? vry strange

Anyway after sch...YS n WJ ask me n him wan go kfc or not...
den we say ok
den we 4 go out lo
den after we c dao TC n lem
den we continue on...
he hold my hand all d way...
every time oso feel gt butterflies in my stomach d
or mayb bats..hehe
den he dunno whr lai d courage
he say he will miss me during holiday
i 吓倒 coz its his 1st time say thing lyk dis
coz he usually vry ps d
say oso msn or sms nia
hehe...den ltr we go sch time hide away
n he hold me so close...^^
bt dat was d last time bfor holiday start le....T.T

JJ ar JJ....

2day "Dog" finally tel JJ....d one she lyk...ald lyk someone else fr PCGHS...
den she din rlly bliv at 1st...in d end she bliv ald...
den she said she hate him..
bt i noe dat is only outside...coz inside her she still miss him d...she vry miss him d..
coz dey diff class..jz lyk me n dl...
bt diff is,
he din noe anything abt JJ's feelings
he din noe
he din noe
coz JJ din wan tel him
dunno y, she always got so many excuses d...=.=
haiz i 劝 her so many times le

c nw wat happen?

nw she heart-broken liao

i also vry sad abt her....

i oso dunno hw 2 comfort her

haiz...HAIZ...

dunno if i gt do wrong by telling her abt him?
dat girl din accept him yet
bt she ald say wan giv up
bt i tink she juz say say nia
ltr wil stil wan him d

so...

haiz haiz haiz....JJ ar...don giv up har...

Love can grow?

I think I hav my ans le...
I think I wil giv him a chance...
Nt alwayz thinking too much..
Nt worth it...

Mayb although nt a lot of feeling nw..
Love can grow..
A chance is all it needs..

Ya...love can grow
Can't it?

999

09/09/09
999^^

haha
999....i luv him 99...^^

2day is lucky day....coz 9/9/9
bt 2day nt vry exciting nia.
haha...
dey say we too fast le....
less dan a mth, ald hold hands le
too fast too close...
bt he say he don mind
den i oso don mind...
so we don care la....k?

juz sometimes vry vry confused

Do you stay with someone who loves you vry much but you're juz vry fond of him n no wild passion, or go be wif someone you love vry much but you knows he will nvr love you as much as that other one?

=.=wat a difficult question
y is love harder 2 solve dan d moz difficult maths question in d world? ><

^^很想说...

除了你
我谁都不爱
很想说
有你是幸福的
很想说
我的心是你的....

1st time go out wif him......

1st time i go out wif him...
we went 2 QB...
den he d moz late come d
dunno do wat oso....=.=
kc n wy n wpw come oso....
we do many things
bt got one time i vry sot
coz i ask kc go whr nex
den he say 你们去那里我们嘛跟着去咯
den i geram...coz kc keep talk 2 him nia
so we two escape vry fast
den he din noe whr we go
den we go out fr qb 2 d beach...haha
i lyk d sea
den we 沿着 d sea walk on d rocks
lucky he hold my hand
if nt i scared i will fall
coz sometimes my balance sot d
den we go watch d 'up' movie
a little bit funny
den he vry yeng
d popcorn he can 一粒一粒喂me until finish half...haha
den we go take pics
i keep 3 he keep 3...
i vry lyk one of dem....keep it in my purse...
^^
wen miss him
den can take out c
den wil happier
haha...

7th Heaven...*.*

Haha!!!
2day i go sch
go d auditorium
watch a horror movie
he go wif me
n got jj, wy go oso
we two sit 2gether
wif wj n ys, jy n ty...
hz...d movie sometimes scary
den...
he hold my hand
den...
we sit vry vry close
den...
ty n jy c dao
aftr d movie
dey say us...
haha
bt we don care dem la

coz us is us...

nt their buisness rite??
hehe...
got him so near
wat oso nt scared liao la....^^

2A new TOPIC

Hz. 2A new topic starts 2DAY........

My whole class noe abt us now...
Morning time until after sch they 烦 me until sot...
alwayz ask
你和2C班的xxx走啊?
你们几时开始的?
你们怎样认识的?
他怎样跟你告白?

don lyk 2 answer=.=

after recess even more cham...he pei me go up 2 my class
all d kepo boys outside my class
骚扰us....zzz

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