R.I.P Hazel my precious~

My Hazel...darling...
She passed away today...I don't know what time..but I went to see her in the morning and she was all curled up in a corner. I shook the cage a little (which always woke her up at once) but today..today she didn't wake up...

And then I felt suddenly bad...I know something's wrong...so I found a pair of chopsticks and prodded her gently...but she didn't move...


Her eyes were close and her mouth slightly open..showing tiny front teeth..
And I know she's dead..


I buried her in the garden...at a corner near some colourful plants...
And spelt her name "H-A-Z-E-L" out with tiny garden stones...
T.T


I don't have the energy to sort out and upload her best photos...but I promise I'll do so very soon..okay? This is one of her cutest photos...she loves climbing the bars of her cage...to see better.


Thanks for all the happiness that you gave me especially when I'm sad...thanks for loving me no matter what...thanks for trusting me with your little life...
Be happy in the hamster heavens above, okay? I'm sure the angels will love to have my lively girl brightening their heavens. Oh and find Jacques if you can...and tell him I miss him.


I love you, Hazel love.
I'll remember you and your cute ways, forever.

Accounts...accounts...

I love the above photo. XD looks so professional.

Sigh. What made me take stupid accounts????

I asked WQ who took it with me though we were both studying pure science...and she said she wanted to be able to do accounts in the future and don't need to depend on others. Like she knows everything about it and can detect mistakes (accidental or not) by clerks and accountants if she ever opens a business.

Well...my reason isn't SO ambitious...

Partly took it because it is interesting (even though I kinda swore that I would never take accounts after PMR...the perdagangan part of Kemahiran Hidup in PMR drove me yoicks. (yoicks means crazy in the Legend of Ga'hoole. Erm it's an owl novel series)

It's challenging...and it's satisfying when I finally, finally understood the concepts...you know.

And partly because I want a better chance for a scholarship...it's now a 10+2 system...I've already have 10 subjects including Chinese...and I can add two more...so if my Accounts and the other subjects except Chinese get A+...then I can throw Chinese out of the window and put Accounts in...so it would show 10A+ which is one of the requirements for a JPA scholarship anyway.

You get what I mean. >.<

WQ got 92 for the finals...=( I only got 68. I still lose to her even if I turn the numbers around. Sigh.

It's strange because she's the one careless during lessons, and I'm usually quite careful, but then she's always better in exams. Haih. What am I suppose to do?? There's still that Akaun Folio...haven't even started Jurnal..

Heard that some people are contemplating to take Perdagangan...I think they're yoicks.

Of course they wouldn't dare take Akaun...but Pdgn is comparatively much much easier than AK...

And not much calculations. 

But we all know why...it's only to boost their faces...they wanted 11 subjects for the sake of being more than others...

Of course taking 11 subjects is fun, and impressive...and of course both me and WQ enjoyed that...but in the end it's the interest in the subject that counts, don't you think so?

~Yuen~

Moody..

Why am I so moody these days? My mood swings are so terrible.

One time I'm happy, another time I'm down again...

Sigh.

Don't tell me I'm following the moon phases again? Astrology is partly crap, but sometimes it turns out to be true...=.=

Well at least I know my problems aren't due to moons...or illusions...

They're very, very real...

I wish I'm a genie...*puff* and all problems vanish in smoke...

~Yuen~