First Exams of 2012

My first Form5 exams are going to start soon, which means I’ll be absent from FB and blog for quite awhile. I’ll be back soon~but for now, studying is the main thing. Even though it’s usually easier every first exams of the year, I always get worse class placing than the mid-terms.

I’m not comparing class placing now~what’s more important is trying to beat my own results~since I’ve got to get as many A+ as possible, and now my results are mostly A and A-.

I am worried!

MV概念-终于有一线希望

今天我收到一份惊喜！在讨论今年即将毕业的当儿，我就告诉我的同桌银银，看了前几年中华都在做毕业MV，其实我还蛮想试做一个毕业MV，之前期待的，但是后来转校了圣心并没有这种“习惯”。她竟然告诉我，其实她和其他人都有想过（因为他们戏剧的都会参与“外界”（其他学校的人）），但是虽然他们能够处理录影演戏的部分，但他们没有一首毕业歌，之前有问班上同学要不要帮忙制造一首歌，但是该同学之后并没有再提起，所以他们觉得不够积极的人，所以做不下去。（我说他们找错人了，哈哈）

我们过后就很兴奋地在讨论。。（然后没有听课。。@@）

结局就是，从多方面下手，找导演、摄影员、演员、剪接人、歌手、编曲者等等重要人物，还有最重要是去探索哪里可以找到够钱~

兴奋当中。。我们是圣心史上第一做毕业MV的人。。哈哈！

其实会想做是因为历来毕业刊都只是寄托在校刊里，不但很少空间抒发离别的感受，也由于是正式校刊，所以任何东西都被限制（不可以太花俏，不可以太多毕业生的事情。。）

最难忍受就是历年来的出版社，竟然说“校刊和毕业刊不是一样的吗。。”（你是没毕业过？？）

我有探索价钱没有那么贵，又可以信赖（因为其他学校请过），又能给我们全彩、硬皮的校刊，而且也答应能常来浮罗收材料。。（已经是一举十得的事情），但是老师仍然不信任，从他角度来看，毕竟校刊是重大任务，如果换了出版社又无法出炉，那可惨了。老师是保守派，认为凡事跟着之前就好了~所以就有点伤心，因为依旧的价格，是完全无法全彩硬皮的。

所以，这个毕业MV才会如此重要。。那个DVD里不仅含着我们的MV及主题曲，也会有各班的班上点滴、毕业感言、生活照、毕业典礼/谢师宴的影片、老师赠言等等，大概能够代替了校刊的不足，而且是全彩的。

希望出炉后，大家会喜欢，这已经能给我们委员们莫大的安慰。=）

喜欢，有时比爱还要幸福~

有时候喜欢比爱还要幸福
因为喜欢......比较容易解决
喜欢可以淡淡地，不必怕被太浓的爱给冲昏了头
毫无理智地猜忌、怀疑、生气、伤心...喜欢可以说来就来，说走就走
偶尔忽然想起的思念，也会带来柔柔的满足感
只是想，就会觉得很幸福
可是爱，就会逼得自己想就一定要见得到，听得到，碰得到
反而会让情人误以为无理取闹
喜欢虽然不必爱可贵，但是喜欢就像是夏天的巧克力圣代，很单纯的，
必须喜欢才会让两颗心，慢慢地加温
可是又害怕温度升得太高，两个人都会热过头受不了
因为它开始轻敲起“爱”的那扇门咯
喜欢就像一首喜欢听的歌
想听就听，想唱就唱，没有限制没有规定
喜欢可以很轻松，很简单，就只是喜欢
喜欢喜欢他的感觉，喜欢听他唱歌听他说话，喜欢他的笑声，喜欢他可爱的烦闷
因为喜欢就喜欢，只要感觉喜欢
又何必一定要变成爱，又何必一定要永远都喜欢
只要那一刻是真正的喜欢，就紧紧抓住那感觉
不要让感觉消失不见了，才在遗憾
喜欢不必很复杂
感情不是束缚
而是了解的幸福，贴心的感动
如果一个人失去了喜欢的能力
那是比爱更可悲的
在我有能力喜欢人的时候
不管他的背景如何
我只想要单纯地喜欢他就好
喜欢不必有承诺，喜欢没有压力
喜欢不必有结果，只要当时能拥有释怀的感动
喜欢像气球
当你灌满喜欢的气息
它就可以在空中尽情地飘扬
当它飘远了，飞高了，你也抓不住它了
所以当你喜欢一个人的时候
不要害怕那感觉，而急着想要拉住他
为什么要勉强自己不要喜欢呢
轻轻地，轻轻地放开你的手
让它自由自在的飘，它会有停歇的时候~

(无名氏题
珏敏友供)

I really really like this article...copy paste down...XD
It's so true...when you like someone...you won't feel much...just crush maybe...and you will always want them to be happy..even without you.
But when you fall in love...you will get all those negative feelings...will feel possessive...feel so selfish...and you will feel revenge and want them to be unhappy without you. @@

I guess I've always been sort of half-half...so I don't know which I prefer more..lolz...but


I know that..."like" is easier to handle than "love"...and it's hard to continue become friends again when you actually broke up. ><

~yuen~

Perfectionist Me

Perfectionist ME

Really?

Does that applies to me?

One of my best friends told me that I'm a perfectionist.

Because I'm always wanting things to be perfect...and cannot ever accept "anything...whatever...cincai.."

BUT!

That only applies to stuff I actually WANT to do...okay....


Forced stuff will lead to me throwing everything out of the window...LOL.

But...being too much of a perfectionist isn't a good thing either...because you will get oh-so-geram at people who don't really mind lower standards of that particular thing...

So sometimes my temper explodes...

Although of course I'm improving slowly XD

Because I'm no longer a primary school kid...in secondary school and later in life, no one is gonna forgive you that easily if you make mistakes and hurt people...
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 “Sometimes we strive so hard for perfection that we forget that imperfection is happiness” - Karen Nave

>.<

~yuen~

Horror Homework

The reason why I haven't online for so long is due to my AddMaths HOMEWORK.

50 questions in one day, to be passed up the next day, consecutively for two weeks.

*faints*

ZZzzz...I can manage 10 questions, but 50...omg...I am REALLY dying. @@

I need my beauty sleep...T.T I'm looking like a PANDA now...worse than pandas...

*sad*

And I'm fretting over my other unfinished homework...><

Poor me...these days. LOL. I guess it's the only way I'll get to do AM questions..not really complaining la, since I bet I'll be able to do differentiation questions even in my dreams..haha. But...I'm worrying other stuff haven't done...

Everyone in class is complaining as well...we know it's good for us, but we still find it a shock. Welcome to Form 5...@@

Bye for now...gonna do the rest of the questions TONIGHT.

~yuen~