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Wednesday, May 30, 2012

算了吧~新生活

不知不觉,那件事,已经过了这么久。其实我并不知道要怎么量那段时间?是从A喜欢B开始?C发现开始?AB正式开始?还是C醒悟开始?
最长的时间,应该也有10个月了。最短的时间莫过于醒悟时间,区区只有几天前。或许你会说,我这人真的太过太过优柔寡断了。我这人,真的是太过太过天真了。让我不禁想起杨丞琳的《我们都傻》。这歌,是我挣扎过程听最多次的一首。因为它如此准确地述说着当时的心情。
你说我傻 傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人
我说你傻 傻在爱他你的眼睛骗不了人
我们都傻 傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出
还在期待会有奇迹出现
你说我傻 傻在爱上没有感情的分身
我说你傻 傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻 傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿意放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现
可是~也要感恩~要谢谢自己,能够从这个阴影走出来。。。没有做笨的事情
能够完全走出来吗?不懂,也不知道。可能就像李佳薇的《大火》 所说的,
有些伤痕像场大火,
把心烧焦难以复活,
不碰了好像忘了,
恐惧却在脑海住着,
重复卡在一个 重要的时刻,
不自觉就会退縮,
连幸福也克制着,
觉得什么都会变的,
防备着 平静到最后,
连爱也透着冷漠,
防备着平静到最后,
独自寂寞
但是,也就如同一首歌所说的,“人太脆弱 会不停错过”~ 所以,坚强起来很重要,才不至于永远开不了那扇门,找不到真正属于自己的幸福~
对不起,我不会为了一棵树,而燃烧整座森林。。或许我还没有完全痊愈,但是我希望有一天能够完全放下~想逃出这里,去别处生活几年,重整自己,再自信地回来,自信地跟大家说“我回来了!”



Celebrating Teachers’Day 2012

Teachers’ Day of 2012 is celebrated with much excitement and craziness. At first it seemed we’re not going to have a class party after all, but in the end some teachers did their best to persuade the school to let us have the party. Thanks!! =D

This makes it my 5th teacher’s day partyand though it’s not the best one I’ve ever had (the best one was in Form2), it was still a good one. It was better than last year, as all of us are proactive this time, and the food is much, much better.

Even though the main aim of having a party is for the teachers, it is also literally the only time we’re able to go all out and be as crazy as we want. That’s why I always look forward to the parties. You’ll witness weird stuff that you never know about your friends.

This year, we didn’t have much time for the planning as the party was held amidst mid-term exams. There were only a few stolen moments we could get from our busy study schedules. Although FB group helped somewhat in the planning, no one really paid much attention. But the result of the party was so good that it could only be said that we have a great class connection!

Anyway this year the tables were positioned in a 5-S-C-1 formationand the feast was duly placed on the tables. I didn’t bring anything (because of lack of time), but the others really went all out. There were 3 or 4 cakes, sushi, watermelon ice, sausages, delectable egg tarts, spaghetti, normal vegetarian noodles, fruits, red bean soup, and the“famous” Hokkien Mee (which is an interesting experience because you get to mix and match the ingredients you want and just pour on the soup..)

They also improved on the radio part..they brought mini speakers which improved the sound quality a lot. The funniest thing was the playlist..some weird songs they have there..haha. We also entertained every teacher who came into our class, which is a great improvement from last year.

The funniest event was when LM put an empty watermelon on her head

It was quite fun, more for them than for me, but it was still fun to watch them.

We also made a video of 5SC1, which will be put into our graduation DVD later on. This year’s party is my last one (if I do not attend F6), but I’m still happy that I’ve been really lucky to have participated in so many parties. =) I’ll miss the fun for sure.

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Last school exam in my life

Mid-term exams this year is my last school exam in my life provided I do not go to F6 next year. The next one I’ll face will be set by the state, so no more tips for us. Zzz.

I’m quite worried of the exams this time because it’s fully SPM format and I should score as much as I can so that it’ll show that I’m not far away from my A+ target.

Which is why I’m studying like crazy for the past few days in a feverish attempt to swallow the rest of the information in a day’s time before going to exams the next day.

I know, I should have be better-prepared earlier. Shame on me. Anyway, all is not lost yet. I still might be able to salvage my exams (and my life).

The one big target I’m aiming at is my P.Akaun. I’ve not been getting good results for the past two times, and this time I must score better. If not, taking this extra subject will be the source of my downfall.

Recently, I’ve discovered the joys of COFFEE!
(needing it right now)

Ok I'm going to grab some coffee and log off now~

Saturday, May 12, 2012

世界的巧妙

“怎么这么巧啊?”
这是不是我们常说、常听到的一句话呢?世界上充满巧妙,有时候我们甚至认为这是一个暗示。最近刚发生过一个非常奇怪的情况,几率小得很,但偏偏就是这个人在这个地方,而且还有很大的关联。当时我的感觉就是“世界这么大,偏偏这个时候又变得这么小。绕了一大圈,看似没有联系的事物,竟然其实有条隐形的绳子,把大家绑在同一条线上。
或许读者并不明白,可是心里的感概良多。原来,再先进的算法,也无法把世界种种的可能给算了出来。没有人能真正100%预测明天 将带来什么样的惊喜。
唯一能够知道明天的方法,就是活着。
多活一天,就会多一天了解世界的巧妙。