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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

I'm really sorry~

I'm really sorry 4 d mistake I did...
I'm really sorry 4 saying things that should not be said
I'm really sorry 4 hurting him and making him so angry and upset....

This poem is dedicated 2 him, hope he will forgive me...

~I love you so very much,
Even though at times I do things that hurt,
I try so hard to hope that you always see,
How much you being in my life and what you mean to me,
I am sorry yet again for causing you pain, that is the last thing I ever wanted to do,
Even when I am trying to look out for you and do the right thing I mess up, I am sorry for that too.
I hope that you still know how much I love and cherish you,
Like nothing else in my life gives me the thrill of being loved by you.
So I hope that you listen and see it in my eyes, this sincere apology that comes with tears from deep inside.

I'm so sorry...T.T

Monday, September 28, 2009

He join choir leh hehe~

2day we meet again...finally!
Miss him so long wan die le
lucky 2day can c him if not wan die le

hehe 2day after sch he come choir
coz he wan join
den he go test his voice 2 c if he's in Bass or Tenor
haha i guess correct he's in Bass
coz his voice not so high d
lyk dat ma good lo he can pei me mor
coz im Alto...(but nowadays can reach soprano le...yay!)

den we learn new song...
called My One True Friend (Amigos Para Siempre)
its arranged especially 4 Alto haha
coz everything low-key low-note
haha...easy lo lyk dat
n d song oso vry easy nia coz everything melodic d
no funny funny half-notes everywhere
n got beautiful piano accompaniment and d lyrics vry nice oso

he sing quite good i hear lem say
n he rmb every note although 1st time in choir
good la!haha...got potential he say himself say until no potential lyk dat
hz...hz...
hahaha~
2day so happy

Go JJ house

2day afternoon I go JJ plc
Her house is on a slope
Ive only been thr once bfor
5 bedrooms 4 bathrooms
so big
n so nice d interior design
n so neat (xcept her room) jkjk haha

den TP oso come den we play jz a bit
ltr i use JJ laptop 
half-msn wif him half-play d pet society in facebook
den i use his acc play coz JJ dowan let me buy thgs...
hahaha

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

TIme 4 some self-reflection

We're ok 2gether. Nw jz pass 1mth a few days ago...14/9
He's very nice n supportive n caring
N his presence always has a soothing effect on my quite hot d temper

They c us as 2 fast n evrything wil short-lived n we will vry soon break
ITS NOT TRUE
we jz more open together i suppose

dey all say d bad things really hurt me a lot
bt in d end i dowan care le. nt 4 me 2 control d.
let dem say wat dey wn 2 say
Im NOT 人云亦云.
It's juz I've kept so much of my feelings hidden deep under my heart
now only open up in him, 2 him.
I din wan 2 look "cool" or whatever

I just wan 2 let ppl noe I really love him.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Raya holidays...

Hari Raya holidays...one whole week...cnt c him...hz i miss him so...
2day is interesting
during recess Madeline ask me I not alwayz lyk 2 read d meh, y will love someone...
SR oso say I 全级前五名, oso lyk dis....
=.=
y i lyk reading novels and not bad at academics will cause me not 2 enjoy other things? vry strange

Anyway after sch...YS n WJ ask me n him wan go kfc or not...
den we say ok
den we 4 go out lo
den after we c dao TC n lem
den we continue on...
he hold my hand all d way...
every time oso feel gt butterflies in my stomach d
or mayb bats..hehe
den he dunno whr lai d courage
he say he will miss me during holiday
i 吓倒 coz its his 1st time say thing lyk dis
coz he usually vry ps d
say oso msn or sms nia
hehe...den ltr we go sch time hide away
n he hold me so close...^^
bt dat was d last time bfor holiday start le....T.T

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

JJ ar JJ....

2day "Dog" finally tel JJ....d one she lyk...ald lyk someone else fr PCGHS...
den she din rlly bliv at 1st...in d end she bliv ald...
den she said she hate him..
bt i noe dat is only outside...coz inside her she still miss him d...she vry miss him d..
coz dey diff class..jz lyk me n dl...
bt diff is,
he din noe anything abt JJ's feelings
he din noe
he din noe
coz JJ din wan tel him
dunno y, she always got so many excuses d...=.=
haiz i 劝 her so many times le

c nw wat happen?
nw she heart-broken liao
i also vry sad abt her....
i oso dunno hw 2 comfort her
haiz...HAIZ...

dunno if i gt do wrong by telling her abt him?
dat girl din accept him yet
bt she ald say wan giv up
bt i tink she juz say say nia
ltr wil stil wan him d
so...
haiz haiz haiz....JJ ar...don giv up har...

Friday, September 11, 2009

Love can grow?

I think I hav my ans le...
I think I wil giv him a chance...
Nt alwayz thinking too much..
Nt worth it...

Mayb although nt a lot of feeling nw..
Love can grow..
A chance is all it needs..

Ya...love can grow
Can't it?

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

999

09/09/09
999^^

haha
999....i luv him 99...^^

2day is lucky day....coz 9/9/9
bt 2day nt vry exciting nia.
haha...
dey say we too fast le....
less dan a mth, ald hold hands le
too fast too close...
bt he say he don mind
den i oso don mind...
so we don care la....k?

juz sometimes vry vry confused

Do you stay with someone who loves you vry much but you're juz vry fond of him n no wild passion, or go be wif someone you love vry much but you knows he will nvr love you as much as that other one?

=.=wat a difficult question
y is love harder 2 solve dan d moz difficult maths question in d world? ><

^^很想说...

除了你
我谁都不爱
很想说
有你是幸福的
很想说
我的心是你的....

Monday, September 7, 2009

1st time go out wif him......

1st time i go out wif him...
we went 2 QB...
den he d moz late come d
dunno do wat oso....=.=
kc n wy n wpw come oso....
we do many things
bt got one time i vry sot
coz i ask kc go whr nex
den he say 你们去那里我们嘛跟着去咯
den i geram...coz kc keep talk 2 him nia
so we two escape vry fast
den he din noe whr we go
den we go out fr qb 2 d beach...haha
i lyk d sea
den we 沿着 d sea walk on d rocks
lucky he hold my hand
if nt i scared i will fall
coz sometimes my balance sot d
den we go watch d 'up' movie
a little bit funny
den he vry yeng
d popcorn he can 一粒一粒喂me until finish half...haha
den we go take pics
i keep 3 he keep 3...
i vry lyk one of dem....keep it in my purse...
^^
wen miss him
den can take out c
den wil happier
haha...

Saturday, September 5, 2009

7th Heaven...*.*

Haha!!!
2day i go sch
go d auditorium
watch a horror movie
he go wif me
n got jj, wy go oso
we two sit 2gether
wif wj n ys, jy n ty...
hz...d movie sometimes scary
den...
he hold my hand
den...
we sit vry vry close
den...
ty n jy c dao
aftr d movie
dey say us...
haha
bt we don care dem la
coz us is us...
nt their buisness rite??
hehe...
got him so near
wat oso nt scared liao la....^^

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

2A new TOPIC

Hz. 2A new topic starts 2DAY........

My whole class noe abt us now...
Morning time until after sch they 烦 me until sot...
alwayz ask
你和2C班的xxx走啊?
你们几时开始的?
你们怎样认识的?
他怎样跟你告白?

don lyk 2 answer=.=

after recess even more cham...he pei me go up 2 my class
all d kepo boys outside my class
骚扰us....zzz

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